Archangel and Reb Cleophus

 PTSD Nation - U.S. is an abused child, spouse, lover since 2015, 1/6/21, 1/20/25.

Love can be all. Love IS all you need. Love can kill you like a pistol shot to the head.

I am areligious, but I believe in the Angels. Friends. Family. Me - and I am an archangel, an adherent of St. Michael and Spinoza and Shakespeare and Dickens.

Angels are a nice image. I like to imagine being an angel for a few seconds, any chance I get. I did it yesterday. I DO IT AS MANY DAYS, HOURS, SECONDS I CAN STEAL. I AM GREEDY FOR IT.

My friends and family have done it for me. Many, many times. I have a host of friends and family. 'A feast of friends, alive she cried.'

I should like to return that lovely, selfless, angelic choir's favors to me:

"When I woke up this mornin', I heard a disturbin' sound! What I heard was the jingle-jangle of a thousand lost souls! Don't be lost when your time comes! For the day of the Lord cometh as a thief in the night!"

 - the Right Reverend Cleophus James

Dawned on me, at 1:00 a.m. after a 6 hour nod off - I am like the country I was born in. (For a time) Everything came too easily to me.

Then, I ran headlong into abuse and malignancy THAT I COULD NEITHER SHAKE, NOR PROSECUTE AWAY.

Basically, I got COVID before anyone else did (metaphorically). So when it came, I listened to reason, listened to my own PTSD, listened to my survival tactics Dr. Daniel Ryan taught me, scampered here to there, wore a mask, got some shots, survived.

Abuse, particularly that from a toxic, malignant narcissist, is insidious. IT comes as a thief in the night, in the day, in a posh resort, in a government installation ... Anywhere. Everywhere. Make no mistake + an unchecked, unconsequenced abuser/criminal will reoffend, will ramp upward in abuse. An unchecked abuser WILL KILL YOU.

Merrick Garland and Joe Biden failed us. I tried to help. I wrote them. My former high school baseball adversary Jack Smith tried to do the job right. Garland and Biden did not face the malignancy as righteous, determined prosecutors, and so we are here. Abused again, at length.

PTSD/severe anxiety, comes as a thief at any time, day or night. It is an adaptive criminal, a dramatic response to outward stimuli that (whether correctly or not), make us feel the fight or flight impulse. And so we act to save ourselves and our dearest ones.

Angels who did not view our national abuse, and resultant PTSD, recently came to save me, largely because I changed my handle to Kal Joe El and have been casting about for answers to malignancies - black toothed chunky thugs, who give the finger to the U.S., because deep down, THEY KNOW THEIR veins and BEINGS ARE FULL OF SHIT.

Thank you - my love for you is boundless, as is my gratitude. But please know, I have been training myself in various guerilla tactics my whole life long, and moreso in recent years.

Some of my adaptation is, I share or create some weird literary shit, at times because I find it amusing. At times because I hope to be an Angel in America.

But Papa is well. Papa is very well indeed.

For those who love me, that depend on me, please know I am better than I have been, maybe ever.

Thank you, Elizabeth Adinolfi West my angel and remaining sister. Thank you Deborah Stanton Farrell, my angel and lovely wife. Thank you Glen Peterson my champion and redeemer.

I may be better sooner than others, because I dealt with this abuser flipping off Justice, flipping off the U.S. before many have had to.

Then I will keep on helping you.

The finest guerilla tactics I have found is nonviolence. I endeavor to practice and promote it.

Sometimes I will intentionally use wacky means to draw attention.

I have some skills, and countless weapons, but the sharpest is nonviolence. It raises the "victim" and exposes the "abuser" for the thief and rapist and murderer. Then human nature rises up and vanquishes the abuser.

If God is with us, we will kill them all.

 - Stonewall Jackson